days gone by

yet the things that i want to change still remain

im utterly disappointed in myself and so are everybody around me

i feel very guilty and sad

that no matter how many times i have promised and promised

i have never ever held up to them

god please help me

i really dont wish for this to go on

but sometimes i really cant help it but unconsciously let sin take the best of me

i apologise for things i have done and things i have said

sorry guys

i too have made my friends disappointed

and i am really sorry what i have done and what i have been doing

nobody's perfect

lets all work towards a change together