Friday 31 July 2009

As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time

its time we part ways after these 2 years
thank you
my hair


till you grow back again

Thursday 30 July 2009

changed skin
edited etc stuffs
its already very boring to look at
i just made it even more plain and boring
shiok arhh??...

now i know
why lots of people lose the feel for blogging
even though i dont do it regularly

life's a kinda boring journey it seems
we all know
mundane and dull

how do you make it exciting??
new stuffs are hyped over,
fever dying down very very quickly
is there something whereby the satisfaction last for almost a lifetime

will finding a special someone spice it up?
yeah, along with all those fked up issues that DEFINITELY accompany them
hang outside home all the time and play?
singapore is so small ffs... and i dont have the funding for the activities
chill at home be nerd?
best option but most boring too, even though i got coco
find friends play?
all also think the same as me, that way can find??
get closer in religon?
after ive done that then what...

bottom line = fml



what can you do
when the sky is so blue



Wednesday 29 July 2009

blogger
is
officially

FUCKED
UP

.l.

Monday 13 July 2009

SEDP
short for
Self Expression Through Drama and Poetry

i think i just wrote down the most amazing piece of work
that i can ever ever write in my life

based on the picture
Nighthawks by Edward Hopper

Loneliness of a Broken Hearted Man

“ Tick tock, tick tock”

The sound of the clock woke me up from my contemplation of life

Deceitful, full of lies

I got out of the bed and Mr. Stomach started growling

Guess its time to head down to Bobby G’s

The silent street I walked down

Filled with memories that I don’t want to remember

There, the bright lights shining, it was Bobby G’s

A place where you can drown in food and booze

Into Bobby G’s I went,

There, a couple enjoying their supper, I just couldn’t take it

Silence to the sound of sizzling meat on the grill

My shoulders hunched, I started to ponder

Even though it hurts, but a little, tears formed

She was my whole world and I want only her

How could a man ever let his woman go?

Yet here I am, sitting alone…

The late nights, the sleepless nights

I alone spoke of love, but yet…

By myself in this cold room

Cold meal, would you warm it for me?

I want to just laugh it off

Because I was such a fool

Afraid of the hurt and sadness

I just can’t fathom the thought, yet im going thru it

Mr Bobby, every so comforting

His diner here since before I was born

Countless times, he will cheer me up when I’m down

The place to be when everything isn’t going your way

confirm tio suan

but who cares


on the brighter side

its been long since i last jammed

i see the guys and they're like ' lf, wtf sia you some tin man without oil?"

screwed