They say that in the army, the sergeant very nice
You ask for time extension, they ask you go and die
I don't wanna live an army life
I just wanna live a normal life...

Perspective of live has changed ever since my enlistment into the SAF
in a short span of 4 months, so many thoughts, so many worries, so many enlightenments...
its so true that serving NS changes and grooms a boy into a man.

Now when I walk down the streets,
I would look at those young punks smoking and hanging out outside shopping malls, thinking
"damn these kids, wait till you serve NS then you'll know what pain is..."


Time sure pass by really fast,
just 1 - 2 years ago, I was exactly like those young punks I now think need some growing up.
Mentally and physically, changes so dramatic
Thank the Lord I'm born in Singapore, being able to serve even though its tough

Day by day, I am still trying to learn and change myself to lean closer to our Father in heaven,
to listen and to carry out actions, thoughts he sees as good
Walking the path of a Christian life, a redeemed and changed life, is really not easy
We all have to learn and practise it the hard way.


Don't love the world's ways. Don't love the world's goods. Love of the world squeezes out love for the Father. Practically everything that goes on in the world—wanting your own way, wanting everything for yourself, wanting to appear important—has nothing to do with the Father. It just isolates you from him. The world and all itswanting, wanting, wanting is on the way out—but whoever does what God wants is set for eternity.

1 John 2: 15-17

and  after so long, 

i saw my first love,

and i realise

 still, till this day,

i have always been in love with her...

guess it'll just be  an unrequited love now...