i love fantasies
i mean they aren't true

but i still love them

how i wish absurd dreams come true

i wish that brains remember EVERYTHING equally well

i wish that brains have "save file as" button

i wish that brains have memory space of 100000000000000000000000000000000000000gb

i wish that brains have a processor comparable to that of a super computer

i wish that brains recover data easily

i wish that brains have PhD in studying

i wish that brains dont require maintenance shut down of at least 6 hours

i wish that brains have the training experience comparable to Maple Private Servers

exams sure kills

just when im finally really going into full time revision

there's the irritating construction and rainy weather

oh man

GOD is this what you are telling me?

fuck it time to go sleep

1 Corinthians 13 : 4 - 7

recently,

a few of my good friends have had troubles with their love life

and i cant help but pity them

how is it that there is no 'fairy tale' love in reality

i mean fairy tales do come true sometimes

all i have is for my friends or anybody out there who say that girlfriends/boyfriends are a bother

Love is patient,

Love is kind.

It does not envy,

It does not boast,

It is not proud.

It is not rude,

it is not self-seeking,

It is not easily angered,

It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth

It always protects,

Always trusts,

Always hopes,

Always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13 : 4 - 7

you may not believe in the bible

but this is really true

and i cant help but think

when will i ever get to be with the one i will love and cherish

oh well

crushes just seem to be self delusions