REALITY IS BUT A BLESSED NIGHTMARE

2011-12-22T01:33:00.000+08:00

life's getting REALLY mundane

all my friends are in the army
while im still stuck outside

just passing my time working out at the gym and working for a little cash
seriously getting really boring
social life almost 0 lmao

drop that topic,

anyways its gonna be the new year soon

which also means time for new resolutions (although ive never really achieved any)

2012 Resolutions

1. Spend more time with family since bro is in the army and i'll be in pretty soon, parents will be lonely (though they can now love love bao bao more)

2. Deadlift at least 160 before going in army

3. Build a closer relationship with God and influence those around me with a positive energy

4. Get gold for napha

5. Survive Army and chiong OCS it!!!

till next time
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! (in advance)

2011-12-08T01:17:00.000+08:00

to hell with the diet
Me Gusta~

2011-11-14T15:50:00.003+08:00

sigh...

everybody's already in the army

i still have 4 (maybe + another 2) months to go

"BECAUSE WE CANT PROCESS FAST ENOUGH FOR YOU TO ENLIST BY THIS YEAR! SORRY"

sigh.... fml just wait then

2011-10-17T19:16:00.003+08:00

pretty soon

the rite of passage for every singaporean son
mixed feelings about going in for national service,

but cant do shit bout it either

oh well

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change, though the mountains shake in the heart of the sea; though its waters roar and foam, though the mountains tremble with its tumult
Psalm 46:1-3

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going

2011-09-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

got my new baby today

Yamaha DTX550k

woots :)

2011-09-02T02:11:00.000+08:00

Back from Korea
damn its fun, i miss the place so much now that im back
check out the photos cause im lazy to update and post on the blog

https://www.facebook.com/media/albums/?id=560026341

learnt and experience lots of stuff from this trip

haha so if any of you want information about Korea

you can come and ask me (Y)

Tips for those who want to go to Korea
1. Plan your own itinerary cause tour groups dont let you experience the real Korea
2. Be prepared to walk big time, even transfers in subways give you hell of a walking time, and dont forget about the stairs...

3. Bring lots of money cause the miscellaneous and food expenses will sky-rocket out of your budget, even when you are strictly following it

4. Learn some basic korean phrases and words, if not just make sure you excel in the art of body language

5. Age hierarchy and being polite is a must, okay maybe not so much on the hierarchy part for us foreigners, but still remember to be polite, bow and say thank you

2011-08-21T21:37:00.003+08:00

Many things to thank for

and many things to pray for to God to continue leading and watching

主耶稣我感谢祢

祢的身体为我而舍

带我出黑暗进入光明国度

使我再次能看见

主耶稣我感谢祢

祢的宝血为我而流

宝贵十架上医治恩典涌流

使我完全得自由

宝贵十架的大能赐我生命

主耶稣我俯伏敬拜祢

宝贵十架的救恩

是祢所立的约

祢的爱永远不会改变

宝贵十架

2011-08-18T00:43:00.001+08:00

Everybody falls sometimes

Gotta find the strength to rise

From the ashes and make a new beginning

Anyone can feel the ache

You think its more than you can take

But you are stronger, stronger than you know

Don't you give up now

The sun will soon be shining

You gotta face the clouds

To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains

Hope that doesn't ever end

Even when the sky is falling

And I've seen miracles just happen

Silent prayers get answered

Broken hearts become brand new

That's what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard

Impossible is not a word

It's just a reason for someone not to try

Everybody's scared to death

When they decide to take that step

Out on the water

It'll be alright

Life is so much more

Than what your eyes are seeing

You will find your way

If you keep believing

I've seen dreams that move the mountains

Hope that doesn't ever end

Even when the sky is falling

And I've seen miracles just happen

Silent prayers get answered

Broken hearts become brand new

That's what faith can do

Overcome the odds

You don't have a chance

(That's what faith can do)

When the world says you can't

It'll tell you that you can!

I've seen dreams that move the mountains

Hope that doesn't ever end

Even when the sky is falling

And I've seen miracles just happen

Silent prayers get answered

Broken hearts become brand new

That's what faith can do

That's what faith can do!

Even if you fall sometimes

You will have the strength to rise

What Faith Can Do

by Kutless

2011-08-14T21:20:00.002+08:00

gotta get my priorities right

cant concentrate well on what's needed from me

i pray for the discipline and wisdom to do things well

on a second note,

changing of lifestyle since the past month

diet (not starving myself though), gymming, exercising for NS

and most importantly, spiritually

pretty proud and contented with my change

actually its kinda getting to a point,

where im starting to get obsessed with it

but its nothing serious yet

and i know it wont ever be

haha

by God's grace

I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me

Philippians 4:13

Have blessed week ahead

side note: KOREA in 10 days WOOTS

2011-08-01T20:26:00.003+08:00

Goodbye to the 4 year long hair phase of my life... in a shit condition lol

totally never take care for the past few months

gonna get a short haircut tomorrow

and real soon, its the dreaded botak
OMG~!

2011-07-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

days gone by

yet the things that i want to change still remain

im utterly disappointed in myself and so are everybody around me

i feel very guilty and sad

that no matter how many times i have promised and promised

i have never ever held up to them

god please help me

i really dont wish for this to go on

but sometimes i really cant help it but unconsciously let sin take the best of me

i apologise for things i have done and things i have said

sorry guys

2011-07-04T13:33:00.001+08:00

i too have made my friends disappointed

and i am really sorry what i have done and what i have been doing

nobody's perfect

lets all work towards a change together

2011-06-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

what are friends for

what do friends do

what should friends say

time and time again

my friends have made me disappointed

but nonetheless i will change not the way i treat them

and live up to my conscience

2011-06-09T01:33:00.002+08:00

one by one

friends are entering the every singaporean males' mandatory 2 year "tio-fuck" phrase

very soon, it'll be my turn

a blink of an eye

1 year has passed since my bro first went in

time flies really fast

im turning 20 this year

many thoughts have been piling up
studies, work, life...

the enjoyable growing up days are coming to an end pretty soon

the monotonous working days are approaching
have you guys found your calling yet???

2011-05-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday hyominnie <3

2011-04-11T15:31:00.002+08:00

looking for a part time job

but i dont really know what im looking for exactly

something that im interested in that will help me in future,

or just monetary benefits?

and then

finding them isn't easy either

those who have job opportunities please tell me

2011-04-04T18:14:00.001+08:00

ROFLMAO

many people acting like who they arent

want step one only???

joke

with that standard of shit

it aint getting you nowhere

and lastly

.l. Malaysian Malays .l.

2011-03-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAEYEON <3

stay cute always

2011-03-07T01:21:00.000+08:00

ITS THE BLOODY SHIT HOLIDAYS
I AM A FREE MAN

ASK ME OUT RETARDS

TIME TO WORK OUT

2011-03-02T00:49:00.001+08:00

Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.

Isaiah 40:28-31

3 papers down, 2 more to go

perseverance at its best

lord give me strength

2011-02-22T00:54:00.003+08:00

hymns always calm my heart whenever i am troubled or stressed

forever inspirational and wonderful

耶稣爱你！耶稣爱你！在你生命中最大的福份就是，耶稣永远爱你，
耶稣救你！耶稣救你！在你生命中最大的盼望就是，耶稣祂能救你，
救你脱离脱离罪恶权势，带你进入进入光明国度，
哦，耶稣爱你，他能救你，耶稣永远爱你！

凡劳苦担重担的人可以到我这里来，我就使你们得安息

（马太福音11：28）

2011-02-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

i am an incredibly lazy person

and i do not like how i am this way

i wish i have a lot more self-discipline

stop procrastinating on work

stop getting distracted by shows and games

exams are JUST round the corner

and you know it

argh...

2011-02-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

恭喜发财~

红包拿来！

新年新希望

HUAT ARHHH~!

2011-01-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed.

光来到世间，世人应自己的行为是恶的，不爱光，倒爱黑暗，定他们的罪就是在此。凡作恶的便恨光，并不来就光，恐怕他的行为受责备。

John 3: 19 - 20

When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, "I am the light of world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life."

耶稣又对众人说：'我是世界的光。跟从我的，就不在黑暗里走，必要得着生命的光。'

John 8 : 12

He who belongs to God hears what God says. The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God.

出于神的，比听神的话；你们不听，因为你们不是出于神。

John 8: 47

2011-01-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

The righteous shall flourish like palm tree,

He shall grow like a cedar in Lebanon.

Those who are planted in the house of the Lord

Shall flousih in the courts of our God.

They shall still bear fruit in old age;

They shall be fresh and flourishing,

To declare that the Lord is upright;

He is my rock, and there is no unrighteousness in Him.

Psalm 92:12-15

Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere;

i would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God

than dwell in the tents of the wicked.

For the Lord God is a sun and shield;

the Lord bestows favor and honor;

no good thing does he withhold

from those whose walk is blameless.

O Lord Almighty,

blessed is the man who trusts in you.

Psalm 84: 10 - 12

2011-01-10T03:32:00.000+08:00

The year end/start festive season

best period ever, year in year out

Huge discounts + good reason to buy new clothes = SHOP TILL YOU DROP

because of this...

i got hooked on online shopping

and its sucking my me so damn dry

but then again...

im so damn happy and contented with my exploits

all of the stuffs should be delivered by this week

ive waited for long enough already

woohoooo

2011-01-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

they say the heart never lies

but then again

i don't even get what my heart is trying to say

i'll leave it in the hands of God to decide

2010-12-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday

my little darling CoCo

and

Merry Christmas to everybody

2010-12-23T15:56:00.002+08:00

Did it pass by...Our love
Is it just a heart-breaking memory..
It's turning around...Your heart...Can't I catch it with my tears...

My love I love you, I love you..Are you listening...
My love...Don't forget...Don't erase...Our love..

Can you see my tears. I long for you every day
My heart beat when we kissed but now it's all a memory

My love I love you, I love you...Are you listening
My love Don't forget Don't erase... our love..

Everyday I long for you. That's how my day goes by. Where are you...
I'm sorry I'm sorry that I can't forget you...
My love come back to me.. Don't leave my side, please...

Taeyeon - My Love

2010-12-14T15:28:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO GO JB LEPAK KORNER NOW

FINALLY GOT PEOPLE GOING IRON MAIDEN FINAL FRONTIER

BUT THEN I GOT NO MONEY TO BUY TICKETS AT THE MOMENT

SHUCKS...

2010-12-11T21:13:00.004+08:00

Read this article, Kpop lover or not <--- Click

Before the end comes, the Gospel will be preached to the entire world
Bible prophecy: Matthew 24:14
Prophecy written: During the first century
Prophecy fulfilled: Fulfilled in history, currently being fulfilled

In Matthew 24:14, the Bible says that the Gospel (the news about Jesus and his offer of salvation and eternal life) will be preached throughout the world. The Bible also says that sometime after this happens, the end will come. The Bible has been preached throughout the world for a long time. But now, with the increasing worldwide availability of television and the Internet, there is greater potential for the Gospel to be preached to everyone, everywhere. - Copyright © George Konig, Ray Konig and 100Prophecies.org

Matthew 24:14:

And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.

Matthew 24:36-37:

36 No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.

37 As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man.

People who spread the gospel are doing so because we know the good about it, and that we wish for others to know and have a share in it.

The Bible tells us that people will reject the clear and undeniable knowledge of God and believe a lie instead. The gospel is not forced upon you, you have the choice to accept it or not. It is the mission given to us Christians to spread it to everybody, and to let people choose their own path I know i will be ridiculed by others, shunned, laughed at, but all these are but obstacles by the Devil to stop us from spreading God's word.

I sincerely want for all those that i know to be able to enjoy the eternal blessings of God, and suffer when the Judgement comes. Disasters of all sorts will rain down on those who have the mark of the Devil

How do we know God exists? As Christians, we know God exists because we speak to Him every day. We do not audibly hear Him speaking to us, but we sense His presence, we feel His leading, we know His love, we desire His grace. Things have occurred in our lives that have no possible explanation other than God. God has so miraculously saved us and changed our lives that we cannot help but acknowledge and praise His existence. None of these arguments can persuade anyone who refuses to acknowledge what is already obvious. In the end, God’s existence must be accepted by faith (Hebrews 11:6 And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him). Faith in God is not a blind leap into the dark; it is safe step into a well-lit room where the vast majority of people are already standing.

I will pray for everybody to accept Christ. The end is near.

2010-12-11T17:09:00.005+08:00

every time common tests arrive

i will come to realise

what have i been doing in school for the past few weeks

i got totally no clue about what shit is going on

and as usual,

im doomed

and,

im hooked on online shopping

totally a waste of my precious time and money...

GG.com

Running Man ep 18 out

relax awhile then mug again

mundane life

2010-12-01T03:06:00.000+08:00

No matter where you hide in the world
I can find out where you are
If you didn't exist
If you didn't exist
My heart wouldn't beat

Even if you don't say it's love
My heart tells me it is
If I have you
If I have you
I don't need anything else

You are my everything to me
You are my everything to me
Shine brightly like the stars in the sky
You are my only love
My forever love
Let's love each other
You, alone, are the only one I need

Is there anything I can compare you with
Is there anything I can exchange you with
Your love
Your heart
No one can replace it

You are my everything to me
You are my everything to me
Shine brightly like the stars in the sky
You are my only love
My forever love
Let's love each other
You, alone, are the only one I need

We will never part
I'll make sure nothing will hurt you
or make you cry

You are my everything to me
You are my everything to
Don't ever change
Even if ti
In a world without sadness me passes by
You're my only love
My forever love
Let's love one another

Taeyeon & The One - Like A Star

2010-11-29T18:36:00.005+08:00

someone thinks (or maybe i'm the only thinking that way)

i'm trying to butt in into something

that im aiming my comments and status towards "someone" indirectly

"kaypo"?

yeah yeah

think what you like

to even have such aggressive thoughts and reactions towards a friend

it just shows how you are, really...

HAHAHAHAHA

suit yourself

2010-11-25T15:59:00.000+08:00

Silkscreen Graphic Print Tees
so 2010

2010-11-18T02:47:00.001+08:00

CoCo sleeps with her tongue out,

paws on both sides of her face

tail curled up

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww cute <3

2010-11-15T17:16:00.003+08:00

i wonder why, you'd make a big ruckus out of something so small

i wonder why, you'd give up bonds worth years, for something so insignificant

i wonder why, you'd act like a you're so mature over something so childish

i wonder why, you'd make yourself seem like oh-so-powerful, despite having nothing

i wonder why, you'd bitch and bitch and bitch and bitch and bitch, like you're a little girl

you may think im talking bout you

i may be, or may not be

whatever you think, suit yourself

just know

this is really a disgrace to people who know you

2010-11-08T03:59:00.000+08:00

少年人用甚么洁净他的行为呢？是要遵行你的话！
我一心寻求了你；求你不要叫我偏离你的命令。
我将你的话藏在心里，免得我得罪你。
耶和华啊，你是应当称颂的！求你将你的律例教训我！
我用嘴唇传扬你口中的一切典章。
我喜悦你的法度，如同喜悦一切的财物。
我要默想你的训词，看重你的道路。
我要在你的律例中自乐；我不忘记你的话。

Psalms 119: 9 - 16

2010-11-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 24th (25th Korean) Birthday

Kwon BoA <3

2010-11-01T00:42:00.003+08:00

school starts

life starts to get hectic again

hope all goes well this semester

lots of things to achieve

light side

i got mondays off

coco's been a better little girl day by day

maturing into a demure young lady

2010-10-15T03:04:00.004+08:00

birthday chalet was a bash

had lots and lots of fun

AND OF COURSE, ALCOHOL

Getting Wasted 3 Days in a Row

when will be the next time we get to have this much fun again

im kinda lazy to post about what happened during the chalet

curious readers can read it up at Lynn's Blog

2010-10-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

1 Corinthians 13 : 4 - 7

you may not believe in the bible

but this is really true

and i cant help but think

when will i ever get to be with the one i will love and cherish

oh well

crushes just seem to be self delusions

2010-07-14T17:10:00.002+08:00

somtimes at night
i cant help but think how joke a life im living

it gets too boring i have to find crap to do

and yeah im bored

i made a formspring

http://www.formspring.me/fengman

2010-06-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

it has been such a while

since i felt a great sense of satisfaction from shopping

im so glad there's a thing called the Great Singapore Sale

and that fact itself gives me x10000000000 reasons why i should rush for the discounts

im not a rich kid with a dad that owns some omfgwtfbbq company

i stick to good deals, deals worth their every cent

i hope that this world doesnt get more materialistic as it is getting today

a piece of cloth costing 20, 30, 50, 100 times more than its production unit price

and the fact that what you're paying for is a small engravement, design or logo stating the brand name

sometimes, walking down the street makes your day bad

rich kids showing off their 'rich' attire and giving the stares,

or normal kids trying to 'act' with their 'rich' attire, following their rich counterparts

thats not the way things should work in life

its only your shallowness being protrudent

2010-06-07T18:59:00.001+08:00

Dear Tech Support:
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, HuntingAndFishing 7.5, and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0. Please help!

Thanks ...Troubled User
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REPLY:

Dear Troubled User:
This is a very common problem. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 and to return to Girlfriend 7.0. It is impossible to uninstall, or purge the program files from the system once installed. You cannot go back to Girlfriend 7.0 because Wife 1.0 is designed not to allow this. Look in your Wife 1.0 manual under Warnings-Alimony-Child Support. I recommend that you keep Wife 1.0 installed and work on improving the configuration. I suggest installing the background application YesDear 99.0 to alleviate software augmentation.

The best course of action is to enter the command C:\APOLOGIZE because ultimately you will have to do this before the system will return to normal anyway.

Wife 1.0 is a great program, but it tends to be very high maintenance. Wife 1.0 comes with several support programs, such as CleanAndSweep 3.0, CookIt 1.5 and DoBills 4.2. However, be very careful how you use these programs. Improper use will cause the system to launch the program NagNag 9.5. Once this happens, the only way to improve the performance of Wife 1.0 is to purchase additional software. I recommend Flowers 2.1 and Diamonds 5.0, but beware because sometimes these applications can be expensive.

WARNING!!! DO NOT, under any circumstances, install SecretaryWithShortSkirt 3.3. This application is not supported by Wife 1.0 and will cause irreversible damage to the operating system.

WARNING!!! Attempting to install NewGirlFriend 8.8 along with Wife 1.0 will crash the system.

(see Wife 1.0 manual, Apologize, High Maintenance & Secretary with Short Skirt)

never make fun of geeks

one day they will be your boss

2010-05-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

happy birthday hyominnie!!!

you totally rock

although taen still holds a bigger share of my heart :D

2010-04-26T06:35:00.000+08:00

Wake up in the mornin' feelin' like P- Diddy (WTF?!?!?!)
Grab ma glasses I'm out the door I'm gonna hit Ngee Ann Poly
Before I leave brush ma teeth with Colgate and Listerine
'Cause when I leave for school Im definitely dying to come back

School starts (YAYCLAP!)
got one week off after ITP ended cause i think i deserved rest
feeling so damn good, so damn good
shitty timetable
dont ever fail a module and repeat it
cause your timetable will SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU UP!

2010-04-15T04:06:00.000+08:00

i dreamt of CoCo's death
and i woke up crying
damn i hate nightmares

2010-03-16T21:43:00.007+08:00

Monday - Friday

9am - 6pm

Filing

Data Entry

Shredding

Issue Checks

Payment Vouchers

Sorting Paperwork

x100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

This is the LIFE

ask me out

NOT

2010-03-09T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Taen <3

2010-03-08T21:10:00.005+08:00

Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I came to say
Thank You Lord just for loving me
Many times as I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me

Here I am with all I am
Raise my hands to worship You
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you

I could have died in my sin but You saved me
Didn't have any hope at all
You gave me peace divine, strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay
But instead You took my place
My Jesus, words cannot explain
Even though I don't deserve Your love for me
You look beyond my fault and You showed mercy

I wanna say thank you for the sun
I wanna say thank you for the rain
Everything You do is beautiful
I'm so grateful for Your love

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures

he leadeth me beside the still waters.

He restoreth my soul

he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil

for thou art with me;

thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies

thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life

and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

Psalms 23

Amen

2010-03-04T11:12:00.002+08:00

Best News that brighten up my boring ITP days

WGyubin
hahahaha I'm so excited!! cause we'll going to Singapore!!!! Yeah!!!!

3:10 PM Mar 2nd via web

HOLY???

2010-01-24T21:18:00.003+08:00

as time goes by

people do change

lifestyle, character, appearance, thoughts

everything changes

do accept people for who they are

be it an arrogant brat

loser loner

even poseurs have to be accepted

overlook flaws

every person has an appealing side to him/her

if only you tried and look at it...

you don't think care about the explanation

only that the other has changed so much

that you've forgotten

that you yourself have changed

2010-01-18T01:16:00.000+08:00

things to do for year 2010

1) Achieve at least 3.3 GPA for both semesters of Year 3

2) Confession

3) Pierce both ears

4) Get that tat on my back

5) Return of the 'youth' fellowship on Saturday

6) Try to earn at least 4k from stocks (only managed at best 1.4k)

7) Bring CoCo for her belated birthday present ---> spa

8) Buy some of those albums that i havent managed to get my hands on

9) Quit enjoying the nice ass weather

10) Slim down back to <>

11) Not cut my hair

12) Get that car license

13) Maybe go for bike lessons just for the fun of it

14) Revamp the room after bro go TEKONG

15) Help parents to find a suitable flat ASAP

thats about it

things ive been wanting to do for quite some time

anyway

event on Saturday went quite well

even though there were minor unseen circumstances

made a loss of $6 each, so total loss = $30

oh well

what counts is the experience and the fun we had while doing it

A-Lemak?!

2010-01-11T01:34:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 16/01/2010

11am - 7pm

First Step! Bazaar

Playground@Big Splash

East Cost Park

Store (A-Lemak?!) located infront of the stage facing the expressway

DO SUPPORT!

2010-01-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

Goodbye stage

Seo In Young and Park Jung Ah final performance as part of Jewelry

wish them all the best in their solo careers from now on

just when i fell in love with this song

they had to go so fast

dont worry

i'll take good care of eunjung

LOL

2010-01-01T17:08:00.002+08:00

as quoted from the

beautiful 'piece-of-art' poster

done by Delwin and Jiaxin

HELLO 2010!

FUCK OFF 2009!

that was when my eyes saw you shining

2009-12-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

To my darling baby

Happy 1st Birthday

CoCo Lee Wen

2009-12-16T17:24:00.002+08:00

say hello

CoCo's New Friend

Gigi the Sheltie

CoCo broke her toe

heartbreak

2009-12-15T01:30:00.003+08:00

finally

common tests are over

like song sibo?!

fk loads of accounting shits stucked in the brains

why the hell did i even take up this course in beginning...

anyway

im skipping tomorrow's paper

which is why im so darn happy right now

Cost Accounting

knnbccb hard you shiba

i spent so much time on it

yet im not really yielding good results

OH WELL

BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME ROUND

DURING THE FINAL EXAMS!

.l. ^^ .l.

2009-12-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

all you kind hearted people out there

girls

and guys with girls

SUPPORT!

please support this group of people

its their project

and they are doing a charity work

2009-12-01T16:00:00.003+08:00

OH NO!

Taeyeon revokes her post as leader of SNSD

due to a lot of struggles and hardships as SNSD's leader

my poor girl

Will someone step up to take the role

will the 9 girls operate as one unit and stay leaderless?

2009-11-29T03:09:00.001+08:00

CoCo's Graduation Ceremony

after 7 weeks of intensive training and classes

CoCo is officially graduated

YEAH?!

from the very very timid and mischievous dog

to a still timid but not that timid and naughty dog

graduating with her are also 4 other dogs

Princess the Boston Terrier, 5 months old

Cola the American Cocker Spaniel, 5 months old

Chewbarkee (or whatever) the Rhodesian Ridgeback, 5 months old

and Jack Jack the Jack Russell whose picture i dont want to take

my girl's a big girl now

still as lovely as ever

2009-11-27T23:02:00.004+08:00

IM SO LOVING THIS WEEK

After School's 2nd Single

T-ara's Absolute First Album

As lovely as always

oh man<3

Raina looking good i see

2009-11-26T23:53:00.002+08:00

once again

TALLEST are champions

not trying to be arrogant here

but

ever since we had this team

getting first is all but normal

as the chinese saying goes,

there are always mountains higher

sad to say

we're the highest of them all

2009-11-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

if only singapore was one of the stops

2009-11-18T01:30:00.002+08:00

recently

ive been getting lots of comments from friends, strangers

asking why the fuck would i put such 'girly' images and layout for my blog

fyi, being in love with a singer isnt really much of a sissy

im not ashamed to admit that i really like Girls' Generation

particularly Taeyeon

i get taunted for having an email that sounds damn kiddo

---> sk8erboiboy_didi@hotmail.com

i think its fine cause i loved Avril ever since pri school

and i dont find a need to make changes

having images like these is akin to having your gf photos up

i mean whats so sissy about this

Define Man to me

or should i start smacking my DONG in your face?

hi stacey

2009-11-13T19:05:00.003+08:00

same lol stuffs i found on the net

- My friend got arrested by a girl cop, she was pretty cute too, she said anything you say can and will be held against you....he sat there for a while and said 'tits'

- Friend: Man, my penis is so big if I laid it out on a keyboard it'd go all the way from A to Z , wait, shit.

- Friend: Name ONE thing that your windows comp can do that my MAC cant.

Me: Right click. (totally owned)

- My friend: "Hey did you know it's breast cancer awareness month. You know.. breasts are awesome, and we should protect them"

- Girl: Is swimming good for your figure?

Boy: If swimming good for figure, explain whales to me.

- I found a black-flavoured condom in my room. What the fuck does black-flavour taste like?

-How can vegetarians possibly love the environment.. you keep eating all the fucking plants

-My MSN name: d-_-b

friend: how u make that inverted b?
friend: wait
friend: never mind

school sucks

time to make it better

2009-10-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

NBA premiere week started

second week since school reopened

tutorials start to come in

once again

life sucks

i love pokemon card maker

2009-10-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday

Kim Yoobin

even though you girls are far far away from home

you arent forgotten

go back to korea soon

2009-09-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

life's a bore

going out's a chore

singapore's so damn small

going on an indefinite hiatus

until there's something worth blogging about

and yeah

all fairy tales have a happy ending

the same goes for Wizard Of Oz

seriously

Steady i think you joke.

so not funny.

2009-08-30T22:12:00.001+08:00

seriously
please get your mind straight
wtf are you thinking

can you just fucking listen?
are you that dumb?
or is your heart really that fragile that its unable to withstand the consequences of your actions?

seriously

2009-08-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

12 hours from now
JOY TO THE WORLD

I AM THE SON OF THE WIND AND RAIN
THUNDER BECKONS AND I
WHOA WHOA KOROPOK

cmon cmon cmon

2009-08-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his
wife open a package.
What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to
discover it was a mousetrap.
Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning:
There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!"
The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr.Mouse, I
can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to
me. I cannot be bothered by it."

The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the
house! There is a mousetrap in the house!"
The pig sympathized, but said, I am so very sorry, Mr.Mouse, but there is
nothing I can do about it but pray.
Be assured you are in my prayers."
The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mousetrap in the house!
There is a mousetrap in the house!"
The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my
nose." So, the mouse returned to the house, head down and dejected, to
face the farmer's mousetrap alone.
That very night a sound was heard throughout the house -- like the sound
of a mousetrap catching its prey.
The farmer's wife rushed to see what was caught. In the darkness, she did
not see it was a venomous snake whose tail the trap had caught.
The snake bit the farmer's wife. The farmer rushed her to the hospital,and
she returned home with a fever.
Everyone knows you treat a fever with fresh chicken soup, so the farmer
took his hatchet to the farmyard for the soup's main Ingredient.
But his wife's sickness continued, so friends and neighbors came to sit
with her around the clock.
To feed them, the farmer butchered the pig.
The farmer's wife did not get well; she died.
So many people came for her funeral, the farmer had the cow slaughtered to
provide enough meat for all of them.
The mouse looked upon it all from his crack in the wall with great sadness.
So, the next time you hear someone is facing a problem and think it
doesn't concern you, remember -- when one of us is threatened, we are all
at risk.

We are all involved in this journey called life. We must keep an eye out
for one another and make an extra effort to encourage one another.

John 15:13 Greater love hath no man than this, that a man
> lay down his life for his friends.

2009-08-05T16:28:00.001+08:00

i cant help it
looking at my blog
and thinking to myself

"leefeng, you're a fucking genius"
"taeyeon = jjang + <3"

and i just realise
i started my blog around the same time
when snsd debut
ftw

2009-08-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

even though its kinda late

To the 9 Wonderful Girls

Happy 2nd Anniversary

i'll tell you my wish

its for you all to

tell me your wishes

just tell them to me

2009-07-31T01:32:00.000+08:00

As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time

its time we part ways after these 2 years

thank you

my hair

till you grow back again

2009-07-30T00:00:00.004+08:00

changed skin

edited etc stuffs

its already very boring to look at

i just made it even more plain and boring

shiok arhh??...

now i know

why lots of people lose the feel for blogging

even though i dont do it regularly

life's a kinda boring journey it seems

we all know

mundane and dull

how do you make it exciting??

new stuffs are hyped over,

fever dying down very very quickly

is there something whereby the satisfaction last for almost a lifetime

will finding a special someone spice it up?

yeah, along with all those fked up issues that DEFINITELY accompany them

hang outside home all the time and play?

singapore is so small ffs... and i dont have the funding for the activities

chill at home be nerd?

best option but most boring too, even though i got coco

find friends play?

all also think the same as me, that way can find??

get closer in religon?

after ive done that then what...

bottom line = fml

what can you do

when the sky is so blue

2009-07-29T20:05:00.001+08:00

blogger
is
officially

FUCKED
UP

.l.

2009-07-13T14:54:00.005+08:00

SEDP

short for

Self Expression Through Drama and Poetry

i think i just wrote down the most amazing piece of work

that i can ever ever write in my life

based on the picture

Nighthawks by Edward Hopper

Loneliness of a Broken Hearted Man

“ Tick tock, tick tock”

The sound of the clock woke me up from my contemplation of life

Deceitful, full of lies

I got out of the bed and Mr. Stomach started growling

Guess its time to head down to Bobby G’s

The silent street I walked down

Filled with memories that I don’t want to remember

There, the bright lights shining, it was Bobby G’s

A place where you can drown in food and booze

Into Bobby G’s I went,

There, a couple enjoying their supper, I just couldn’t take it

Silence to the sound of sizzling meat on the grill

My shoulders hunched, I started to ponder

Even though it hurts, but a little, tears formed

She was my whole world and I want only her

How could a man ever let his woman go?

Yet here I am, sitting alone…

The late nights, the sleepless nights

I alone spoke of love, but yet…

By myself in this cold room

Cold meal, would you warm it for me?

I want to just laugh it off

Because I was such a fool

Afraid of the hurt and sadness

I just can’t fathom the thought, yet im going thru it

Mr Bobby, every so comforting

His diner here since before I was born

Countless times, he will cheer me up when I’m down

The place to be when everything isn’t going your way

confirm tio suan

but who cares

on the brighter side

its been long since i last jammed

i see the guys and they're like ' lf, wtf sia you some tin man without oil?"

screwed

2009-06-30T00:58:00.004+08:00

to everyone out there

school starts

and

school sucks

i'll tell you my wish taen

just let me hang out with the girls,

even just for half a second

.l.^^.l.

sowoneul marhaebwa

ni maeumsogeh itneun jageun ggumeul marhaebwa

2009-06-14T21:37:00.007+08:00

The Greatest Comback

By The Greatest Band

Do As Infinity - 生まれゆくものたちへ

woots

2009-06-03T00:30:00.002+08:00

Some Fun While Relaxing From Studying

i dont want you to TOUCH me baby

you go toilet....

never wash hands right...

when you wash your body, wash your hands too

you dont want get swine flu

or someone pass to you

you better wash your body, your body, YOUR BODY

H1N1

IS KONFIRM NO FUN

be careful where you go

US or Mexico

if you have temperature

that means you got fever

dont just take the honey

this flu is not funny

maybe its time to wear a mask...

maybe you have forgotten SARS

whatever the weather

must bring thermometer

stick it in your armpit or down there

when you wash your body, wash your hands too

though the level is yellow,

dont be dirty fellow

you better wash your body, your body, YOUR BODY

when you wash your body, wash your hands too

must wash after poo poo

or gems will stick to you

wash more than your body, your body, your body

i know you use finger

dont let the smell linger

i know you dig gold

wipe on some pole

scratch your backside

think you can hide

play your below

take ice from my MILO

maybe its time to be hygiene

maybe you should be quarantined

dont be a spreader

we stay clean together

we'll pick the kukus from each other's hair

when you wash your body, wash your hands too

if you think you're infected

dont blur block go Orchard

dont pass to somebody, somebody, somebody

when you wash your body, wash your hands too (your body, woooooahh)

when you wash your body, wash your hands too (body)

must wash after pang jio

The Wonder Girls damn chio

they dont want your body, your body, your body

back in the days when we,

only took a bath monthly

now look at you i feel,

as sick as Kim Jong Ill

your breath smell like kimchi, you see

theres no vaccine, eugene

go wash your body

your body

wash your hands too...

fuck you lah mr brown

WonderFuL & S♥ne forever

2009-05-25T22:34:00.006+08:00

Recently

every night i wwould find myself comtemplating on some issues

particularly, Hell

have you ever imagined what Hell looks like?

to be exact, do you believe in Hell?

i certainly do

and i know will never ever have to take a step in into despair, desolateness, suffering

it has been going on for quite some time now,

people coming up with hypothesis that the world ends on 21st december 2012

cmon man we all know thats crap

although i wont say it will not happen on that day

my stand is that it may happen anytime

even 1 second after i finish posting this blog post.

the void God left in humans because of sin

whats left of it now?

the answer is apparent, even im a prey to it

it pretty obvious now

im trying to preach to you readers

even though im not the most perfect of examples

repent before its too late

found a very nice site filled with lots of good stuff

bout my religon

www.abundantbible.com

here's a particurlarly good piece of article

http://www.abundantbible.com/#True

In God We Trust

In Jesus We Love

In The Holy Spirit We Persevere

2009-05-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

happy 3rd monthsary

my bitch

CoCo Lee Wen

5 more days to your 5th month on in this world

LAWL bitch

2009-05-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

help me do this

thanks

Click Here to take survey

2009-04-10T14:18:00.003+08:00

Business & Accountancy Orientation Camp 2009

Journey Through The Records

7 - 9 April

woots

BAOC is back

this time better than ever

when i was a freshie, baoc wasnt as fun as i expected it to be

but now

IM A SB(student buddy), AND HELL ITS FUN!

8 groups this year as it has always been throughout all BAOCs

Cuento RnB, Estellio Pop, Smashing Rock, Enchanted Disney, Sensuale Jazz, Revolution Dance, Rustic Country, andddd GHETTO RAP!!

yeah obviously

im in ghetto rap,

sub group 8

me, my SCs , and my freshies

You dont mess with the best

'Cause the best kills the rest

Ghetto Oi!

Yo Yo Yo

Ghetto Oi!

Yo! Whats Up!

Ghetto Oi!

You Can Have Whatever You Like, YEAH!

I say Ghetto from the West

(i say ghetto from the west)

I say Ghetto is the best

(i say ghetto is the best)

I say Ghetto is the BEST

I say Ghetto dump the rest

in the trash

IN THE TRASH

2009-03-09T18:58:00.004+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday

my affair

my cutie

my dork

my love

Kim Taeyeon

yeah yeah

this love

2009-02-24T21:35:00.004+08:00

taking a break from revision

damn its such a chore...

slogging my guts out and still not able to achieve the expected results

on a lighter note

tml's paper will be my final one

but its also the one that is of the utmost importance to me

totally no joke

lets relax

RELAX FFS

listen to some music

and in the mean time to the bloody survey again

SURVEY

answer each question with the title of the song that's playing with your playlist shuffle "on".

Move on to the next track following the questions.

If Someone Says " Is This Okay" You Say?

It's Dangerous Walking Out Of Your Front Door - Underoath

(yeah it definitely is, i got the killer instincts)

What Do You Like In A Guy/Girl?

Joyo Joyo - Wonder Girls

(yeah lah cb, faster faster)

How Do You Feel Today?

Track 7 - 你... 我是傻瓜 - Princess Hours OST

(dangsineun naneun baboimnida, cause im wasting my precious time away)

What Is Your Life's Purpose?

So What - Pink

(f*@K yeah i can do whatever i want, like trash the flucking modern society)

What Is Your Motto?

He's A Rocker - The Vines

(ooooo am i???)

What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?

Beast And The Harlot - Avenged Sevenfold

(currently... IM A DEVIL IN DISGUISE!)

What Do You Think When You See The Person You Like?

She Wolf - Blessed By A Broken Heart

(is she really that animalistic? I HOPE SO)

What Do Your Parents Think Of You?

Hot Dog - Limp Bizkit

(WTF!! am i really an anus and pool of semen to them?)

What Will You Dance At Your Wedding?

我愛台妹 - MC Hotdog

(oooo yeah of course i love taiwan meimeis)

What Will They Play At Your Funeral?

Like Callisto To A Star In Heaven -Trivium

(what would it be like to transform into a star and shine in the night sky? BORING)

What Is Your Hobby/Interest?

Dick In A Box - Justin Timberlake

(now now there are little boys and girls reading this, we have to teach them the CORRECT way of doing things, like on the bed and so on....)

What Do Your Think Of Your Friends?

Kissing You - SNSD

(sorry, I WILL ONLY KISS TAEYEON)

What's The Worst Thing That Could Happen?

Kissing You - BoA

(Taeyeon's so gonna kill me now...)

How Will You Die?

The Geeks Get The Girls - American Hi-Fi

(yeah hot chicks come my way, die in a pool of blood from my nose)

What Is The One Thing You Regret?

Who Am I - Casting Crowns

(and yeah standing back up isnt really as easy as it sounds)

What Makes You Laugh?

Tell Me - Wonder Girls

(no one high, jiu so hai)

What Makes You Cry?

Amazing Grace - The Almost

(i cried when i first watched passion of the chirst.. thinking back makes me feel like crying too)

Will You Ever Get Married?

Born To Raise Hell - Motörhead

(told you im a devil in disguise, havoc is my name, so do you think i'll get married?)

What Scares You The Most?

Hard To Find The Words - Cinderalla

(mummy i dont show it but you know it)

Does Anyone Like You?

Hotter Than Hell - KISS

(that speaks for itself, i told you already IM A DEVIL IN DISGUISE)

If Your Could Go Back In Time, What Would You Change?

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been - Relient K

(even who i am hates who i am, but he loves me a lot and doesnt hate me that way)

What Hurts Right Now?

Sen no Yoru wo Koete - Aqua Timez

(that definitely hurts, but too bad i dont have the honour of experiencing it)

What Will You Post This As?

Pork And Beans - Weezer

(sounds yummy, care to try some of it?)

guess whos back

back again

studies back

f*@k these shits

2009-02-13T23:52:00.002+08:00

nth much to update on

been trying to mug for the majors coming up in a week's time

pretty much boring....

cant go out with friends

cant go out with sunmi-lover

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

just fked up at home

cant concentrate on revision during the afternoons

please someone tell me why and help me asap

i can only study during the mornings and evening - 11pm period

FTW

i better buck up no matter how much i dont want to

i have to pass everything no matter what